What Will Happen To Me When And After I Die? Part Two

Facts And Belief

The first thing I feel I must say here before I begin is that, *nothing* of what I am about to say to you has anything to do, or is connected with, any ‘belief’ system on my part. You see, personally speaking, I have found that, to have a ‘belief’ in something – whether it is good or bad - can, so often, lead us to things that simply aren’t there but are ‘made’ real because of ‘belief’. For example, whilst thousands and even millions of people on earth ‘believe’ in ‘Angels’ yet, in my actual experience I have found that, as disappointing as it may seem yet, Angels do not exist. I have found that, although winged beings do exist yet, ‘Angels’, in the way that we view them - as in ‘messengers of God’ - they are not. Oh, I can imagine that this will upset an awful lot of people and either wont accept this or that they wont ‘believe’ me. But, whether we want to accept this or believe it or not yet, that is the truth of it. In having originated from a staunch Christian family myself, for a time, this truth didn’t sit too well with me either. But, a fact is a fact and that’s it. Facts overrule ‘beliefs’ every single time. Thus, what I am about to say is a fact that has nothing to do with my ‘beliefs’.

I Am Dying

Let us imagine that we are about to die. From here, I will walk you through what happens next.

You are about to take your final breath on this realm of being. However you have reached this end doesn’t matter that much since, when it comes to that final breath, all physical pain and anguish suddenly leaves you. But, as you draw your last breath on this plain of existence, you take your next one in another place. Our breathing doesn’t stop. Our hearts do not stop. And, as we close our eyes for the last time here, so they open again in another place. In less time than it takes us to blink, we have left one place and have found ourselves in another.

At first, nothing seems to have changed. Whatever we have been taught before now seems to have left us and that, far from expecting to jump from Earth to a ‘heaven’ yet, here we are, still here and wondering what has happened to us. Just moments ago, we were in the throes of an awful pain and yet, all of a sudden, there is no pain.

At this very moment in time, we are given a choice. It is a choice that we have given ourselves and one, that we will take. This takes place on more of an unconscious level more than a conscious one because, taking our attention at this moment is the fact that we are standing there wondering what has just happened. The choice is this…

Sovereign Entities

It is because we are all, in all reality, not just the ‘Children Of God’ that we have been taught to ‘believe’ but that we are, in actuality, much more than this. The truth of the matter is that, above all else, each and every one of us are Children Of God who are *Sovereign Entities*. As Sovereign Entities – Kings and Queens in our own individual light - ALL the knowledge and experience of ‘All That Is’ becomes available to us all. No longer are we minions. No longer are we slaves or chattels to jobs, bosses, spouses, partners, friends or whatever. We are not ‘owned’ anymore by anyone or anything and are completely and utterly free from all repression. At the back of our minds somewhere, we now *know* (not ‘believe’) that the universe and ‘All That Is’ actually belongs to us and is our treasure to keep or to use as we see fit. There is no one to now tell us what to do or to order us around anymore and this is what it means to feel and to be ‘free’ after we die. This feeling and sense of being brings to us a real sensation of being nothing less than God-like but that, no longer is this a dream or a fancy. Now, it is real. It is *very* real. When we come to that realisation, right behind it also comes a love the likes of which we have never known before on this Earth. This love that we feel, we know, pervades and is the very foundation of ‘All That Is’. And so, as it pervades all, so then does it pervade and make itself known through us all throughout our entire being and right down to our very essence. In fact, so all pervasive is this love that we, ourselves, become a large part of that love in our own rights and is, by any standards, the very best home welcoming there is in all existence.

It is at this very moment that we also come to realise how little we gave of it when we were here.

I mention this because, what I have said above applies also to anyone who has ever committed crimes physically, morally, spiritually and influentially to another being. You see, what we are not told is that, when we receive this love, our memories return to us whereby every moment that we lived here on Earth is now recalled in minute detail whereby all the relevancies are relived as if we have just lived them moments ago.

“Judge Not Lest Ye Be Judged!”

It is then that, not ‘God’ but that WE judge ourselves and how we faired in this short, Earthly existence. Thus, it is not so much ‘God’ that we must ‘fear’ but *ourselves* and our own self-judgements. Once touched by this omnipresent, omniscient, all empowering love, once we feel and become a part of its power so much that we feel that we created it ourselves then, in abject loyalty to it, we judge and we judge in the fairest light possible. With ourselves, there are no ‘explanations’ and no excuses. No longer can we hide behind our parents, past, experiences or our circumstances for, along with this knowledge comes another ‘knowing’ that is also no longer a belief. This knowing tells us that, as we have received this love and power ‘now’ so too is it true that this power and love has *never* left us but was with us all the way. Indeed, this same love and this same power was even there in our darkest hour. All we had to do was to call upon it – and it was ours even then, to use at our will. Whatever we have ‘believed’ before, now doesn’t matter. It is not important. It is irrelevant for now, all we have is ourselves and this empowering love and, for the moment, that is more than enough to be getting on with.

You see, it is not just about shedding one skin and finding ourselves in another. Although this is true yet, it is so very much more than this.

Once we become aware of who and what we truly are, another option also becomes available to us. This choice is simple. We have the choice to return to the source of ‘All That Is’ or, as most of us do, to remain as we are. Not only may we choose to remain as we are but that, along with this, we may also choose to keep everything that comes along with it.

Why most of us choose to remain exactly as we are is because, as now God-like entities in our own rights, we now come to fully understand the real necessity of ‘the learning process’ – why it was created and why we chose to become a part of it. We then also realise that, the learning process is every bit as holy as First Source itself (God) and that, each life we have lived is an unbelievably precious addition to the holy tapestry that The Grand Scheme is. Then, and only then, do we come face to face with our most true value and of how extremely pivotal our very existence really is to ‘All That Is’.

We are not ‘separate’. We were and never are ‘separate’ from ‘All That Is’. Indeed, we ARE ‘All That Is’ and this is precisely why all our actions *count* for something and that, far – so very far – from what we have been led to ‘believe’ we are not, nor were we ever, mere chattels of God but were led, by our own kind, to BE chattels – full stop. Had we only recognised our own gifts, our own SELF as we *truly* are then, we now also know that, without our specific bidding, this would never have happened.

When we come to this full realisation, some of us (though not all) then, turn towards this planet as a whole and realise that this world too, is also every bit the living entity that we are.

“What have I done?”

“What have I not done?”

“What can I now do to put it right?”

But, as we are thinking about all of this, our own funerals are coming…

(Turn to part three please)

I Thank You For Your Time

Bob Daulby